camp. phew..

camp wasn't that tough..

i can still remember how hopeless i felt when i stepped into camp feeling feverish.
feeling like i wanted to get out quickly..
everyday was busy. everyday had no breathing space.

maybe i imposed it all upon myself, but i felt like i DESERVED rest.

well thank God.
you have great plans and they're always easily accepted.
使人接受。
well the camp was fun, it was meaningful.
it became my breathing space.

there was this workshop where we shared our pains and misgivings.
though now when i look back, honestly i do get freaked out a little.

somehow God managed to drive us to admitting certain things we'd never dream of letting other people know.

well.. brings me back to the qt (quiet time) on the last day.

it was something like
rather, we should expose our (etc. etc.)
and it went on till this part where Christ was described as light.
light shines and exposes all.

today is we're in grief, and desperate to admit our sins and crimes.
thank God.
we have accepted his light.

just look at the time.
its time for a teenager to go to bed.